A turgid stem
*
A turgid stem?
Or turbid stream? who shall choose
a wild rose in the hedge
love as my fragrance,
hips showing knowledge?
or are feelings thick and clouded
like a river in torrent
too rapid, too swift
to ever become sentient?
May morning England
I walked barefoot on apple blossom
the petals I bruised caressed me
my joy overflowed but I lost some
and received for a promise a kiss.
Are my words worth sharing
to keep or to lose?
there we have it,
the matter is out, you may choose.
What is it about,
where will it take you, how far?
This is only my dress,
the fruit is in the jar.
A song is in the singing
silver bells are being rung,
bottles in a crate
all music in ears that are young.
Let my words take wings
where flower blooms
and robin sings
let them settle in odd nooks
or gather around the edges,
heed not to go by looks
as I have told you
the thing is hidden,
draw no swift conclusions
unless you are bidden.
Dark clouds will deliver rain
sparrows will fall to the ground
shadows are not substance,
an echo is a dying sound
the promise of one true is real
The sword will wound, a stone grazes
children gather apples
bringing flowers to buy praises.
In the town of villages,
over at Island place
behind the man with a message
upon the wall, a face.
As though had opened up a portal
and shining through a veil
of everyone who saw it
each one had his tale.
Coming out of a cloud
moved and moving, softened with tears
the cloud became shekinah
enshrouding one of middle years.
In the town of villages,
over at Island place
while the messenger yet was speaking
upon the wall, a face.
Hey, this is my poem, read it aloud
The best way to spread truth
is to tell it out
if it displeases or troubled heart soothe.
You are asking what is my point?
if my words have not entertained,
or pleased or added
their best purpose was not gained.
Events have issues
parents have children
so it is logical to conclude
that arguments ought to have reason.
Ask me why I am smiling,
my true love has come home to me
bringing lilies with him, pentstamon
he has set free my melody.
Ask me how will I celebrate,
Morning oranges, burdock wine,
my mouth filled with laughter,
for the one who is mine.
This I will tell you plainly
my words would love to travel
to foreign parts, that dwellers there
might seek to unravel,
nor will I hide my intention
words that first the mind take hold,
may also touch the heart who knows?
perhaps they will leave them cold.
I will feather my arrow
to even it’s flight
send love into the field
to turn the fight.
Come to now you say, who will listen?
Who are easiest to address?
those who laugh or they who cry?
people at ease or folk in distress?
If I have to choose my audience
then sayings that are in metaphor
are best at leisure read
for people to reach the core.
“Oh!” say you,
“but you are young
surely it’s upon trees more mature
that the sweetest fruit is hung,”
What shall we say then?
if you are wise at twenty,
will not the head of hoar
have gathered wisdom a’plenty?
so let us not jump to conclusions
Folly does not belong to youth
nor sagacity to older years
there is the truth.
There is one sure thing I’ve discovered
life is not all romance
competing in games,
pulsating music, a merry dance,
life is a question that requires a key
as well as treasure
only the prudent will see.
The night was dark and cloudy,
I entered a child’s room
nothing was stirring but the wings of angels
surely this is a throne room
the brush of the artist at work
a masterpiece was in the making
lovingly He plied His brushes
dipped in colours and shades breathtaking.
gentle too the patience of embroidery.
The Potter’s wheel is turning
loving hands creating
a wonderful dream of his discerning.
Has He shared His talent with you?
draw back the curtain, look within
there is a proverb that will guide
should you choose to begin.
And here is another observation,
a spider’s web weaved and spun
a dark design and cunning
spread before from whence light has begun,
false knowledge when spread
will catch men of learning
who yet lack wisdom in their tread.
It was not quite clear to me
when I began to write,
that is I was not then decided
what should appear in people’s sight,
for I am a mere apprentice as you can see
I did not know what I was about
whether to share only matters trivial
or things with a bit more clout.
Certain only of this, to share was my desire
refreshing waters, rivers that flow
gathered into pools
where lotus may grow.
Things that are spirit
or soul or body,
matters of the heart or the wit
the answer is that life is all of these,
to make of one more than the other
in the end will not please.
So there is my hoping, my longest view
a heart of wisdom is a jewelled fountain
water that splashes
down jagged mountain.
Where is bread the sparrows will flock
a heart of love is a perfumed garden
the breath of summer
take care not to harden.
*
“Oh” say you “are you finished?
so soon?”
my dear, we are only part way there
we have not reached the moon.
There is that fellow in feathers,
have you in fact heard?
did you really listen
to the song of the blackbird,
as he lilts the morning air?
What a pretty little etude
he begins, soft velvet, then,
it must be a bawd, he becomes quite rude
and pips a little pip to crown
his musical rendition.
Dib me a ripple, tickle me a trout
the weatherman is coming to tea
if he comes in corduroys
I will seek for amnesty.
Wet me a yet net, catch a stickleback
if he comes in dungarees
I will lend him my old mac
The man in the market shouts his wares
“wisdom for sale”
“how strange” you reply…
“in what amount? show me your scale”
you can’t buy wisdom at any price,
bring your cash, write out a cheque
folly can be had for the throw of a dice.
Suddenly the man was there,
whose picture he had seen
standing on the shore
where nobody had been.
He said “walk with me in sunshine,
though ’tis hard to understand,
your legs will soon be weary
walking endlessly in sand.
Come, join me on the shoreline
looking out to sea,
one day you will walk over
despite impossibility.”
I know life has a reason
a plan that was not mine
there yet will come a season
for interpreting the sign.
*
My pen will not be put down
off we go again,
is the sound I hear a crackling fire
or gently falling rain?
If you hear me call come quickly
for my need will be urgent
if my voice comes to you upon the wind
you will know what is meant,
haste my darling, come quickly.
Snow drifts, tides ebb and flow
laughter today may bring tears
to someone else’s tomorrow.
In the crowd a smile
in the traffic a song
amid the concrete a flower blossoms
that which is gentle is strong.
Let us search for clouds and find them
I have stood out in the rain
one time when I was foolish
I endured hours of inflicted pain,
naughty boys trample flowers
they find growing in the way,
men promote themselves to seats of learning
they know what is right but they will not say.
I bought myself some rollerblades
they taught me how to glide,
before I knew it someone else
was rolling by my side.
Hey! open your heart
what are you defending?
my weapons are words of love,
joy without pretending.
Fading beauty butterfly
prettily she dances in the air,
alighting here a delicate ribbon,
a fitting broach, append it there.
Loveliness to behold, but not to be held,
her beauty will rub off in your hand
it was in her freedom she excelled.
I piped upon a piccolo
but found I could not sing,
I swapped it for a guitar
now I make the rafters ring.
Come into my tunnel
hold my dove in your hand,
my morning kiss will wake you
and make you understand.
Only let your love be tender
let your words be kind
you will have my sweet surrender
[and I will have yours.]
He said “they were there”
he said “I saw them”
though not equal in glister, they shone
their greeting came with transport
a friendship was begun.
He sat beneath the angel wing
and studied luminescence
while merry songs did sing.
He said “they were there”
he said “I saw them”
though he could neither read nor write
he called them cherubim.
Last night I dreamed a merry-go-round
my dove was in the park,
we picked upon a pomegranate
and fluted out a lark.
Don’t make yourself extraordinary
standing aloof from people
why find your taste in shades
others find too subtle,
eat damsons and honey
throw out a smile
why spend your whole life searching
the precious is in the while.
I am lost between two chords
the mandolin is playing,
you’ve found me wand’ring some place
between the cello strains.
Standing between the willow tree
and the tanner’s brook
I just don’t have a reason
to take a backward look.
A winter frown is coming
with a smile austere
and biting, freezing hard
is drawing near, it’s here.
money can buy flour
and overflowing wine
but it never can buy laughter
nor such happiness as mine
I will be your crocus
you are my meadow king
I will be your blackbird
and teach you how to sing.
I am standing in the swell
the symphony left behind,
lost between scent and fragrance
roses mingled and refined.
I’m paused between the chimes
of bells floated in the air
I just don’t have a reason
to be moved from there.
I sat between four men
they were talking, both pairs together
two on my right, two on my left,
their conversation the weather
Rather refined they were on the right, [gentlemen]
a bit “cor blimey” the other
as I listened I discovered
while they discussed with one another,
their language could not have been
more different in delivery,
such contrasting styles between,
yet their perception was the very same.
Poor men and those well to do
whether rough or smooth
held forth the self-same point of view.
I heard a young boy singing
his music filled the air
and though he sang a sad song
when he saw me standing there
he smiled at me and I smiled back
and took him home with me.
Splash my garden with marigolds
garnish my dish with it’s herbs
I’ll take my walk down country lanes
which never yet had kerbs.
Come, sit down beside me
beneath the cherry tree
I will lay my head on your shoulder
together we shall see.
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Sometimes … I wanna keep you for myself! — if we resonated in different lives.
YES!
You take care, too.
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Suz…this is ambitious, beautiful, poignant. Very well done. Peace be upon you. Dale
A hearty hello to you Dale “ambitious?” [she bristles with suspicion at the use of this adjective] peace and joy always to you. luv Suz
What an epic. A masterpiece. Thank you for sharing it with us!
heyy, I feel as though it’s a little achievement BG I had not done anything more than 7 stanzas before , there are 300+ lines there. thanks
No need to bristle! My definition of “ambitious”: requiring exceptional effort, ability, etc.
Hee, I remembered you are not a Brit Dale, A Brit would have been saying [very politely of course] that I was going above my capabilities.
I found your site through a comment on Pearls page. I like your work. It’s VERY detailed and draws the reader in. GOOD JOB. I know you don’t know me, but if you get a minute read my site and let me know what you think… If you do, make sure you get to the poetry. The last blog I posted was kind of a story of my addiction and recovery issues, but who knows… you might like it. Keep up the good work
Hi Shady, [you don't look too shady] I sure will visit, I’m still only a baby poet so thanks for the encouragement. take care. Suz
“A heart of wisdom is a jewelled fountain
water that splashes
down jagged mountain.”
Indeed it is. Ah, a welcome respite from frenetic blog-hopping, your poetry. And good thing is – I don’t have to make a book report about it, like you do in schools. I just have to let it sink in and wash over me.
Hi Jan, nice to meet again, whatever Turgid was or is I have not quite been able to repeat it.
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I honestly expected to be bored by this given the length, but gladly that was not the case. For me it continually picked up speed, following a nice course of “poetic gravity,” if you will, the different themes you outlined acting like streams cascading down a mountain, all of them eventually coming together to form a concise, clear river. I especially liked the concept of inadvertantly destroying beauty by over-appreciating it (bruising apple blossoms underfoot, rubbing the beauty from butterfly wings) and at the end, my conclusion was that there is beauty in all things if we only take time to slow down and notice them, and more importantly, to remember them. Well done!
Youth is the victim of time
Time is the road on which we travel
Truth is defined
As mysteries unravel
Years go by
Floating on a stream of yesterdays
And memories shine
Like diamonds
In the mirror of my mind
That is a nice line too, did you author it?
I will always be in awe of Turgid, I have tried to repeat it but have not succeeded. Thank you for your wonderful remarks.
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